Relation-ships?

So as of late, I've been thinking. Was I meant to have a boyfriend or any type of relationship whatsoever? Is it something that I do that steers guys away from me? Is it something I do that makes them only want to be friends? Am I too aggressive? Am I too tom-boyish? What am I doing?

I don't know, I guess I don't like the feeling of being "alone" and whatever. And how come I always get ditched when they say, yeah, we'll hang out, and then make plans.....it's a load of crap.

I'm sick of dealing with things, and being the "initiator" with conversation, or asking if they want to hang out.

There's a guy at work, named Nate, he's pretty sweet. Same age as me. I'm still getting to know him, but he's a hard one to get to know. He's oober shy....and I am shy, when it comes to talking to guys.

I need a confidence booster!

God,
I pray that you will put the "one" for me in my life, and that I'll know it. That you'll show me who is right for me. Please guide my heart, thoughts, words and actions so that I may be a light for others.

Amen