Monday, February 18, 2008

A lot has happened

It's been quite some time since my last post. Over a year I think. I have a boyfriend. But he's in Afghanistan... and I've never met him... met him online. He was supposed to be done this year, but he's reenlisting for 3 more years. I don't know if I can deal with that. There's a guy that likes me here in Holland, and he's a great guy... real cool. I can see things happening with him. I'm not on third shift anymore... I'm on 1st. New position, grocery DSD... checking in vendors... it's east, boring, interesting all at the same time. I miss everyone on 3rd shift though, I don't get to hang out as much as I used to... saddens me. I don't have many friends that work my schedule. So I still have no life. Boring.....

I hope for more out of my life... because right now I feel as though I'm in a rut, and a I'm stuck, and not getting anywhere..... I almost feel as though I've failed at things....


I
...need

a.....
CONFIDENCE



...boost....