7 months

Has gone by.

Back on thirds, and it feels good to be back. Got a promotion, so that's good. And there's a possibility that I'll be getting another one soon. Hopefully that works out.

Filler came over this weekend... sucks because I didn't get to see much of him. But all is good. We talked, went for a ride today (being Monday... I'm still awake).

The only thing I miss about being on 1st shift is that I could get out of work at 2 and have the rest of my day to chill and hang out with people.

Oh, and no boyfriend.... it's been a while.


Yeah.

Still in need of a confidence boost.... but maybe just a little one.

A lot has happened

It's been quite some time since my last post. Over a year I think. I have a boyfriend. But he's in Afghanistan... and I've never met him... met him online. He was supposed to be done this year, but he's reenlisting for 3 more years. I don't know if I can deal with that. There's a guy that likes me here in Holland, and he's a great guy... real cool. I can see things happening with him. I'm not on third shift anymore... I'm on 1st. New position, grocery DSD... checking in vendors... it's east, boring, interesting all at the same time. I miss everyone on 3rd shift though, I don't get to hang out as much as I used to... saddens me. I don't have many friends that work my schedule. So I still have no life. Boring.....

I hope for more out of my life... because right now I feel as though I'm in a rut, and a I'm stuck, and not getting anywhere..... I almost feel as though I've failed at things....


I
...need

a.....
CONFIDENCE



...boost....